Blinding sun and Drowning rain…

Say that I’m right,
Say that I’m wrong.
No Matter what you say,
I’m still going home.
Because there is where i belong.

This words kept reciting in my head.

Exhaustion have overwhelmed me. Dropping eyelids, hurting ears and unresponsive brain. It became a tell tale sign of breaking down. As exhaustion takes over one, it loses its phase that it tries to remain, making one feel like the entire world is back on his back. It loses its guard to everything around him, and…

Everything goes out of control.

Emotions that i thrown into the backseat, hoping i will never ever need them again. They seems to keep on growing back into me and It haunts me. The terror of bringing back those emotions, making me back what i was, it was fear.

The fear to return back to myself again.

I don’t know what i want to right this time.

Perhaps its just another sign that i should be resting. Eternal rest seems so tempting…

Gone.